107 steps to sight

:::: Ever since she was a little girl ~ her eyes failed in seeing all that was there nothing looked as it should always in a fog but things of sight filled her mind steadily more then enough she had to be strong and continue as all that could be ... would be give birth to me~  dreams and songs sang constantly as she wanted to be on the other side holding something that meant more then herself ... something worth sacrificing all she ever knew and even her life would not be to much to ask more then anything~ she wanted him to have eyes ... the kind that she never was able to keep her boy~ her murder~ herself... i will kill and die for my only one~ nothing will ever be the same again~ my lonely child will still have a friend~ i just wont be the one to see him~ i wont tell~ ever ~ with secrets tying around my neck~ i have nothing to lose but the fact that im alive/// is to have held \\\so small just once.... to be able to look down at the only thing that i could bare my life to ... ~~~ i work bleed and dream for only you~ but there is never time to sleep~ must continue to dance~ strap me to the board ~i cant walk now ... even the rhythm that got me here is feeling strange and she holds me to my strength~  bring me glass ... bring me the right to my breath seconds before you crack my neck... i dont have eyes so let me see ... run into the glass that falls from my hands you will see in the dark ::Inspired by The Dancer in the Dark:: Written March 10th, 2002 © on Mar 10 2002 10:16 AM PST   0 • 10