Comfort

"Distantfrom everything. An actis what you see.The smile that I wear could never be real.The laughter that you hearcouldn't come from me.Why would I smile?When I have no hhappinessHow could I laugh?Whe..."

"A gameis what we play.Going round andround.Move after move.Watching,waiting,to pouncewhen the otheris weak.Gaining strength.Trying to win.Win what though?AAcceptancepopularity?It's RIDICOULUS.In the e..."

"When you said 'I love you' I felt like somebody. When you called me beautiful and touched my body, I felt wanted. When you told me you'd always be there, I believed you. Until one day when I reache..."

"Hate I try and relate, to the trends that pass by in a flash. Without warning I am left, in a cloud of dust, grasping for a foot hold. Searching for a place to make my impression, on the world. Wond..."

"I can't stand it. I want to scream. Silence just isn't my game. I want to tell you, what I think and feel. But when I try, You push me aside. "Not now,I'm busy." Comes your reply. Lets talk about polo..."

"Dark and Distant. Not wanting to be in the center! Afraid of what I will find. More afraid of what others will see. Wondering when it will end. When I will feel good again. Written December 7th, 2001..."