Metallic Zombie

a bleeding soul inside of me cries with anguish desiring all the riches under the pale, cold moon settling for only half best...metallic tear drops quivering with the deepest sorrow my hands ache to crawl away from my skin to search the world for distant, beautiful lands resting each night with cracked, peeling corners exit wounds carelessly sewn back together with the aid of another zombie's enslaved torture patiently i have waited for any escape route my body rocking..swaying under the heat of sensual melodies enticing my to leave with them to the land of marmalade sunsets which lay just out of reach from my mortal grasp my brain throbs with the increasing knowledge doomed to eternally exist within my cages bound by law, by love and hatred while i claw fruitlessly at heaven's song... glued together with Freddy Mercury's celestial voice as the angel of loneliness serenades my soul with soothing chords bringing new life to the briny bullets searing my cheeks with their deadly story...self loathing this innocence inside my heart begs to be exposed learn of the horrors life may offer...fix all the broken hearts a little elbow grease may save a soul or two tomorrow while i today lay here dying for your safety crushing my own sanity with each tear i shed...each nail i bite my heart longs to be free from binding chains attached to the bottom of childhood trauma alone i remain in this world empty within..crying each moment behind carefully confusing eyes so my friends may never notice the piercing pain my problems may never burden their beautiful minds needing somebody to love, to care for and hold destined to remain alone- possibly the most horrid punishment of all doomed to be fenced in my private hell, with nobody to share my story as the soul inside of me cries forever in fruitless anguish Written January 15th, 2002 © on Jan 15 2002 02:13 PM PST, Nichole   0 • 1