No Longer

clouded image running wires around my mind surrounding...engulfing me touching all the fragile porcelain figurines loving to feel silky smooth corners hugging the curves...making the bend bleed soon time wilts away...melting with the sun uncared for...no longer believeing peace of mind how do i say that which hurts to think? how do i tell you i dont love you? this lie kills me...every time you glance my way casting me that loving look...alluring touch empty i am...devoid of the same emotions the pain will subside within you...trust me long, happy life waiting you..go out and grab it i will not be there to support you...to smile for it would hurt to see you hurting fossilized tears running down your cheeks unable to say...nedding the words this love is killing us both...you unaware trying to choose my poison hardest thing...kill another's joy the last of the easy days are upon you how do i do that which is impossible? how can i possibly make you cry? stuck here in this spider's web tangled in confusion...struggling to breathe as i place the most delicate words to emotions nothing like yours for i no longer love you...as you still love meNovember 25, 2000 Written January 15th, 2002 © on Jan 15 2002 02:12 AM PST, Nichole   18 • 0 • 1