What If??

I sit here in a lonely cafe staring out at a rainswept parking lot my coffee steaming, forgotten. My eyes Reflecting, Dreaming, Remembering. A single tear courses slowly down. The wind Whispers and I think of you. Painting a picture of the days gone by. A brief vision of eyes endless depths Sparkling Stars Within. A Vision of a Face. Always on the verge of Laughter or Tears. A vision of a smile Sometimes faint, Hesitant, like the first breath of spring. Sometimes Radiant Bursting out! like the Sun after a rain. A Spear of Longing. Regret.. Pain... Grief.... Spilled milk in the sands of time. A Resolution moving on moving forward but not without a brief look Back to think to wonder what if? Written January 1st, 1998 © on Nov 18 2001 01:16 PM PST   10 • 0 • 8