Let the truth be known

I'm not sure why it feels so wrong, but some sort of anchor is drowning us. Is it the truth we fear to reveal? Or is it knowing this can not last? I long for you to be here beside me, to share what should be shared, to love you in the ways I want to, simply to live our lives together. Yet the reality is that it can't be. You live your life, I live mine, and all that holds us together now, is this naive sense of hope. Should we let go, be free? With that comes loss and heartbreak. You are the one, I believe that, so why is it really that hard? We should run forever and free ourselves from these stubborn fences that separate us. Yet the fences are unbreakable and I don't have the strength anymore. We shall say goodbye before the curtain call. Before what we had is blown away. Even though you are no longer mine my love for you shall never extinguish. Written June 10th, 2001 © on Oct 05 2001 04:25 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8