Signs of Depression
i dont know whats wrong with me Signs of illness settle in Clear thoughts are a lost cause Darkness settles through my skin I think of you to ease my pain But i cant Deny your not a reason for this Something deep inside reamains un - answered Something happened i must have missed My arms hang low My legs dangle Free My eyes fight to stay open My heart starts to bleed For no known reason, i start to cry I sit in my room, but i feel not at home I cant help but wonder why? Why do i sit all alone? Things that used to excite me Are duller than i can believe problems i once could solve Are to much to concieve I feel worthless Un-wanted, Un-cared for and weak. I feel guilty Un-Noticed, Un-reliable, and cheap Theres no way to deal with this endless grief Nothing seems to go away Theres something about me that i hate Theres something in me of which im afraid I fear Death and what it may bring Yet i think it as my only escape Will it solve my problems or increase them further Do i want it now or do i wait? Written March 8th, 2002 © on Mar 08 2002 02:28 PM PST 0 • 1
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"i dont know whats wrong with me..."