Heart Broken Lover

"An unshown emotion renders itself useless I cant use it I dont know how The words that need to be spoken are right there in front of me Why dont i just grab them? i cant Tears flow from my eyes But ..."

"I hate my family I hate my life I hate myself I want to die I hate the things you make me do I hate the things you put me through I hate the fact That im alone I hate the way this goes unknown I ha..."

"God you're beautful, I love the color of your eyes. Its such a great way, to conceal your evil inside. Im not fooled by you Written January 7th, 2002 © on Jan 08 2002 02:56 PM PST   10 • 0 • 1"

"End of the movie Cant Believe it ends like this I want my eight bucks Written January 7th, 2002 © on Jan 08 2002 02:58 PM PST   10 • 0 • 14"

"Please dont runaway please dont be scared just give me more time to show you that i care Im not like all the others I'll never turn my back on you I'll always be here to help and i wont stop caring a..."

"Im so quick to listen to you I forget to make my feelings known and ill take anyones advice Anyones but my own Ill cry on your shoulder and take comfort in your arms But who am i going to count on wh..."

"I dont care that im 15 Its not fair to make me spend my night alone My age doesnt affect my wisdom i shoudnt have to stay home All i wanted to do was hang out is it really so much to ask Get some di..."

"I talk on the phone The Conversation wont end Well i have to go Written January 25th, 2002 © on Jan 25 2002 02:23 AM PST   0 • 14"

"I dont wanna hear it, your lame excuse again. your never ever sincere, all you do is pretend. Once i open my eyes, your days of torturing me are through. I ask for so little, I want nothing more than..."

"My pain My fear My anger and Rage Im slain Im seared Im locked in a cage My heart My mind Its all said and done A part I find Im left here with none I dont take I give I swallow my pride My lifes..."

"My heart keeps breaking you kill me with your actions Why cant you see this? Written February 17th, 2002 © on Feb 17 2002 05:25 AM PST   0 • 1"

"I look into your eyes every chance that i can find And through them i can see how great you are inside I love to see you smile I love to hear you laugh I love it when you look at me To show me that y..."

"Its a shame you had to go, but i didnt want to keep you, its funny how you left, at the time that i most need you Rough times get rougher, sad times get worse, its good to have a friend, who knows ho..."

"Forehead to forehead, Fighting this urge to kiss your lips. Hold my hand and i'll hold yours, Rest them on your hips. Hold you tightly in my arms, your head pressed against my chest. Deeply breathe t..."

"i dont know whats wrong with me Signs of illness settle in Clear thoughts are a lost cause Darkness settles through my skin I think of you to ease my pain But i cant Deny your not a reason for this S..."

"Looking for a good time Why'd you 2 have to be there? Keep quiet to supress my anger I sense the spitefulness in your stares I cant stand either of you Your so full of yourselves I suggest not talkin..."

"Take my life I'll live off you Take my air I'll breathe through you Take my wisdom We share one mind Take my water your thrist is mine Take my soul Our spirits we share Take my home I'll live with y..."

"Im so sure ive got nothing So what is it that your taking? Everyday you leave with something and im left here bitter and shaking you take away whats gone And empty out the emptiness you correct me wh..."

"I remember your face I remember when i met you I remember your taste And how i cant forget you I remember your smile I remember your hair I remember all the while you were never ever there I remembe..."

"That night not too long ago When all these things started going wrong My intentions were not that of the results I havent been here very long That night still haunts me all the things that people sai..."

"The next day is filled With sadness and pain No one felt what i did It was driving me insane Growing ill physically On top of the emotional stress Cant believe everything surrounding me Theres an ach..."

"You know how i feel So why say what you do It seems to be unreal you seem to be untrue And you rip me apart with the brutal things you say I cant take anymore of this I just look away Stop with you..."