To Me

"I feel sick like my body is dieing, my eyes hurt from all of the crying. Theres this big bright light thats always gleaming, my throat hurts from all the screaming. My bones hurt from hitting them aga..."

"The water was stuck in my throat i couldn't breath, it was all around my eyes i couldn't see. I jumped and panicked and put my hands in the air, but it was like noone saw me or noone cared. I felt rea..."

"Your in your bed silently asleep suddenly you start to breath real deep. Now you feel hot all around, you roll off your bed and on to the ground. There's smoke all in the air, you feel it start burnin..."

"As i set here and play with my knife, i think, what if i just turned around and took away your pathetic little life. I'd slit your fucking throat and watch your blood pore to the floor. You make me so..."

"Have you ever fallen in love but knew they didnt care? Have you ever wanted to cry your self to sleep at night, but knew it'd get you nowhere. Have you ever watched someone walk away, not wanting them..."

"The pain inside is hiding in my veins. I spit in the fire and blew out the flames. The lonliness is flowing in my blood. My cries dripped in the dirt and turned into mud. The anger is tangled in my ha..."