A bed of confusion

"I saw you walking by today I saw "you" the person I have always known A glimpse of the boy from yesterday A moment of time, traveling back Back to the past childhood days When you were my love and I ..."

"I watched you livein a world of a childPretending, enjoying; laughter and sillinessI watched you growOlder; more wiseI saw you exploring, wondering, discoveringAnd I watched the kids tease,Call you th..."

"I thought we were over the hurt and the pain the treats and the fighting the tears and the rain. When I hung up the phone the words fresh in my mind, I search for the answers of which i can't find. Do..."

"There is always that moment Before you make the call... Your heart pounds as your fingers press each number slowly, excruciatingly painful The very thought of hearing his voice As he answers the phone..."

"So now I sit here cryingin desperation on the floorstaring at the ceilingsearching for something more.I feel my grasp loosening on the life I once new wellI see my self crumblingin this twisted horrid..."

"I love youbut you're now so confusedso I will waitas long as it takesuntil we can be togetherlike it was meant to be.There will be othersof that, I am sureBut none, will I be theirs, trulyFor my heart..."