I don't know what to do.
By kaiyan
I just don't know what to do with all that I feelo. I feel as though our relationship isn't even real. We fight and say such horrible things. That in my mind is all that remains. I hate you sometimes, but I love you, too. Now can you understand, why I don't know what to do? I just wonder if it will ever get better than this. What happened to the romantic nights with all it's bliss? Where did all the jokes and fun go? Did they melt with last years snow? Sometimes I want to leave in the middle of the night. To bypass all of the hurt and the fights. But somewhere inside of me, I know that I can't. So here I sit to write, when I can't rant.10-31-01, Written December 16th, 2001 © on Dec 16 2001 12:10 AM PST, Jennifer Sisson-Collier 18 • 0 • 10
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"I just don't know what to do with all that I feelo...."