Questions without answers

You filled the void that I never knew was there. I feel things for you, that makes me so scared. My heart yearns for a closeness that you satisfy. But what is the outcome with my upcoming goodbye? Will I ever see you sgain?  I ask myself that everyday. But with you, words are at a loss and I can find nothhing to say. You have baffled me at how much you care and love me. Do you realize my feelings and the wat it has to be? My heart has beeen broken badly once before. A man who said he loved me and it was I that he adored. But feelings change so quickly like the rain. Secrets are kept and the relationship feels a strain. Is that the way that me and you will end. Will our love be swept away, like the wind. Langually thinking of a future with you. But thoughts of leaving you, turn my fantasies blue. Are you the one that I've waited for all of my life? Are you worth all this pain and strife? Can you make my life a ray of color instead of this monotonous blue? Are you just a dream of which I am  about to wake? Can we make work this work or is it to late? The questions that I ask, I need the answers now. I want you to want me, but I really don't know why?11-15-99, Written December 13th, 2001 © on Dec 12 2001 03:23 PM PST, Jennifer Sisson-Collier   18 • 0 • 10