Loss Of An Angel

Loss of an angel The pain did hurt. It hurt so badly. Something was wrong, and it was bad The pain moved quickly like a mighty force. All at once, I knew there was not going to be a choice. One more pain and something did appear. One tiny baby, this body once held dear. I held you in my hands so near. Lots of tears then did appear. I moved you closer so I could see. Your flesh was transparent, this I seen. My heart was amazed at your tiny eyes. That would have held a beautiful gleam. Your tiny heart was visible for me to see. I slowly look down the length of your body. Seeing your tiny backbone that would have held you. The little arms and legs were visible as could be. At this moment I knew I would never have you. I cuddled you for the longest time. This was the baby that was to have been mine. I screamed to God what have I done. I got no answer, Not even a sign! I cried for days not knowing why. But at least I got to hold you, just one time. Before you went home to be with him. I questioned God and knew this was wrong. The weeks did move on. My heart did mend. I never got my answer. Something, I will never understand Written February 27th, 2002 © on Feb 26 2002 03:10 PM PST, K.G. Fannin   0 • 10