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By katchan
You held my world in your blue half inch gauges. I'd breath in your cancer, feeling blessed to do so... Just knowing you could tell me your problems helped me feel worthy to be alive... But that’s all gone now. I'm back to the same old routine and a tarnished square one. Same old boring acquaintances, users, abusers- fillers of my time. Nothing more, nothing less. It’d be eternally frustrating if I cared. It’d be amazingly disappointing if I ever did. It’s like I keep coming up with the short straw... I survived your cancer, my own cancer, and many others. As fortunate or unfortunate as that may be for me. So I suppose I’ll leave now, cut my losses here at this big obvious line. Why didn’t I see it there before? I’ll sigh on my way out, no regrets. No blue regrets. Written April 8th, 2002 © on Apr 07 2002 06:46 PM PST 18 • 0 • 8
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"You held my world in your blue half inch gauges...."