If I May

"I was stabbing at my wrists with paper clips and toys Because the pain felt good throbbing through my brain And I was lonely writing songs about my face And they said that was a problem So they took ..."

"somewhere along the lines my wall came down and the barriers between me and the rest of the world vanished into thin air and i became a sobbing heap of flesh parallel to the rest of my world and my ma..."

"And in a dire situation I turn to you Although this red carpet's all my fault My delusionary world Came to crumble in my hands I can no longer hide There is no more Bible on my desk If Jesus came to ..."

"Scared and totally Immobile I Can't Stay in this room forever.  I get so Frightened of it all, Disillusioned as to what life should be.  I Read and Hear about drugs that do the same things. Caught in..."

"I looked at you in your full-frontal beauty Bloodshot eyes and all But only the monster stared back The monster that crawls through your veins Actually we've been talking a lot lately Your monster an..."

"Eyelids weighed down with dust He orders his 52nd daquiri And wonders about his treasure His gold, his silver, his flowers, his fortune The bartender tells him he's had enough He agrees whole-hearted..."