But they said...(challege submission)

They said you weren't a harm and I believed them More a nuiense than anything else- the way you acted like a child pounding on the floor to lazy to get up for your drugs when you wanted more they said you weren't a harm and I believed them more of a chore than anything else- when you drop them all around pills scattered on the floor praying I got them all so you couldn't have anymore They said you weren't a harm and I believed them More a burden than anything else- losing my desire to care pretending it would pass like some silly childish phase It just wouldn't last They said you weren't a harm and I believed them More a lie than anything else- it was something you couldn't kick but I didn't fight for you only walked away refused to see it was true They said you weren't a harm and I believed them More a lie to myself than anything else- anger overpowered my concern that last night I just walk away my refusal of your hug in my mind will stay They said you weren't a harm and I believed them I believed them... If it was true then you were still be here and I would still have youThis is mostly taken from a rant I have on here called "Not a harm"... I went with the same idea and feelings I had, but I am not sure it came out sounding as upset and quilt filled as I intended... Written March 27th, 2002 © on Mar 27 2002 07:54 AM PST   0 • 1