thoughts
By ladeeda
happy and i don't need to cry block the images from my mind they are not a part of me i was strong until everything got pushed over and fell on top of me i didn't even cry well, what's the point? i won't break down like you just get untangled before they see i'm strangled dignified and standing up straight proud that i don't need and swallowed my tears before they started to fall now there's a safe place to cry enticing, i'll give it a try is this how you make it okay? you wanted to see me fall prove i was damaged and weak like you well, aren't we all can't i have a little a breakdown? you said it would make things better if i got it all out the weight is hurting my back there's so much time left but now i'm ashamed i let the tears fall does it make me weak? because i used to be strong i guess not as strong as you cause i was naive, i believed and i never know how to handle anything Written February 21st, 2002 © on Feb 21 2002 10:39 AM PST 0 • 1
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"happy and i don't need to cry..."