ladeeda
ladeeda archive of published lines and poems on Linespedia.
"this artificial light burns my eyes everything is just a blur of fluorescent colours and fake smiles Written December 4th, 2001 © on Dec 04 2001 08:56 AM PST 0 • 1"
"i've become void there's only emptiness inside and the remains of an unwanted soul i destroyed myself Written December 4th, 2001 © on Dec 04 2001 09:12 AM PST 0 • 10"
"The music fades And it all disapears But you're still here With melted snowflakes on your cheeks And that half grinning smile I can't comprehend Any of this, But maybe I don't need to. Written Decembe..."
"cold trembling fingers don't care anymore dreaming of a way out and can't figure out why the dark is now fading but i'm not used to the light the light filled with promise and hope that can't last i..."
"Trapped In this disgusting prison I can't escape from myself Walking in circles Fucking myself up So no one can see I'm just like the rest of them Written January 2nd, 2002 © on Jan 02 2002 11:05 A..."
"Pictures swirl Through my imagination Of the crimson blood Trickling down My boney wrists Wouldn't they all be surprised? She was such a happy girl Always smiling So unforseen What could they've do..."
"waste away waste away you don't deserve to live you don't deserve to be happy you had what you wanted but you weren't happy maybe you'll learn somedayan old poem. i was slightly depressed. Written Ja..."
"All the words I want to say Don't come anymore The sky has changed To a pastel pink And charcoal grey As we stand In the bitter cold In silence Beautiful silence I kiss you Your lips warm and moist..."
"I left for Jupiter Four hours ago Maybe I'll meet you there Don't forget to pack a toothbrush In case we stay a whileThis one's kind of weird. I can't really explain it. I wrote it at midnight and I w..."
"you don't know me so don't claim to you can't read me i'm not a fucking book i'm not lucky because i have what you want i never asked for it so don't resent me i can't take living for your fucked u..."
"fuck it none of these words even matter no one cares anyway i try too hard and it hurts but i'm afraid to stopanother really old poem Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:08 AM PST 0 • 1"
"I feel insignificant As I watch life Go on around me While I'm here Surviving For the hell of it Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:10 AM PST 0 • 10"
"it hurts and i don't know why i'm trying to convince myself i'm trying to hide and i'm not sure what from Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:11 AM PST 0 • 10"
"Everything is broken And I smile Should I be ashamed? As I look at the pieces And think It's about time.about my parents, i wrote it a while ago. Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:14 AM P..."
"Put on pedestal Waiting to fall Trying to balance Cause I like it here It can't last forever Just a little bit longer So hold me While I forget Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:15 AM PST..."
"I'm living That's it Floating through The emptiness And the calmness As it kills me But I don't care I don't even know What I feel anymore I just breathe And wait For tomorrowan old piece Written Jan..."
"It hangs On a thin string I'm watchng Praying and hoping It'll break Then finally This will all be over Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:32 AM PST 0 • 10"
"Feeling you body's warmth Breathing in unison Bliss flows through me endlessly This moment can not be broken I have never felt So complete Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:38 AM PST 0 ..."
"Alone Like always It doesn't have to be this way But it's easier Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:40 AM PST 0 • 1"
"Tripping on the illusion Of what used to be there Staring at the blank reflection Of memories that never really happened They were only lies A dream too good to last And you knew it from the start But..."
"Watching you whisper Afraid to be heard Cause when you are They'll find you You won't let it happen Not this time Watching you whisper Cringing at your voice The silence is burning But you'll die Be..."
"waiting pools filled with death splash around have some fun while they stare conjuring a price they'll pay to see you lose your innocence Written January 8th, 2002 © on Jan 08 2002 11:05 AM PST ..."
"Melted promises Rearranged Into a mutated version Of the truth Your eyes burn my flesh Tiring of empty desire So mold me However you please But love me, This timeabout something in the distant past W..."
"dreamdreamdream remember dreamdreamdream forget is she hiding from all those taunting imperfections? or trying to create them with dull scissors matches and razor blades oh no! there's a knock on the..."
"Diluted promises Of a saviour That has yet to come Be patient honey Don't be so bloody skepticali'm thinking of lengthening this one, but this is all i have for now. Written January 8th, 2002 © on Ja..."
"Forever is a fantasy Created to make us feel secure Don't worry honey Time will heal Yeah, but time will kill It killed you Rewind in my mind Smash that fucking clock Time forgot to pass then Didn't..."
"you bit my lip and now it's bleeding try it again i might bite back now that i think of it i kind of like the taste secret little sin something's not quite right with this picture take a breath let me..."
"sugar coated corn stalks cotton candy dreams blood covered lightening bolts raining irrelevency enough bullshit already you know everything i'm always cold i've goosebumps on my skin don't hand me you..."
"flames flickering don't stop the fire i'm not finished yet what were you saying? eternity's a challenge can you make it that long? numbing appendages i'll give it a try sadistic attempts to earn your..."
"Fatal seclusion Deathly silences Carousel of thoughts Packed away in the attic Mirrors that see Behind glazed over eyes Intensity Don't let it fade Into remnants Of incomplete stories Scars that grow ..."
"Time obsessed Paranoid Faith's for the fearful Sink your teeth in What's the big fucking deal? Lust is a game Are you bored of it yet? I never said you could touch me Don't tell me to trust you Delica..."
"White walls. Black and grey stripes. Freshly painted, I can still smell the chemicals in the frozen air. Frosty ice covered chairs, aligned in perfect rows. Resembles an ariport terminal, filled wall ..."
"Little girl In the corner Innocent and pure Baby blue eyes Pink rosy cheeks Heart eternally untainted Good intentions Please stop crying my dear Don't tell me Things I don't want to hear Pulling at my..."
"Fraudulent whore Dictate my mind Tell me why I'm searching For what I'll never find Make me complete Then tear me apart Twisted emotions I was right from the start Don't let the tear dry You'll fade..."
"shiver i demand you you wanted something extraordinary shiver i command you you wanted intensity here it is can you feel it now? shiver i don't want to be the only one stuck in the cold how does the ..."
"Clouds and silence In the night Taste the sweetness Of the stars Breathe you in Don't exale I want to be Entwined in your thoughts Entwined in your body Let me under your skin Feel blissfully warm Ge..."
"Feel the connection? Eternity's a joke Grudge against lust Let's get it over with Jealous because I'm afraid Just a passing faze Simple truths Are complex Don't try to disect them Weave me in with th..."
"Cut and paste stars Coated in glitter glue Stuck to your finger painted sky What if reality caved in? And everything was two dimensional No myserious depths Lurking behind every door Lies written on y..."
"tears frozen inside memories hidden under ice add another layer it won't shock me anymore accustomed to violent love rewind and repeat flowing through cycles of destruction did you gain insight this t..."
"Little girl put the scissors down Finger paint with tainted blood Ice in your veins Never let it melt Obsessions in the fog Can you taste the differnce?from grade eight Written February 12th, 2002 © ..."
"Fields of never dying grass And the most vibrant flowrs Wait for the sky to pass by Escape through the crack Eternally a mystery Never forgot Watching the moon Shed a final tear Written February 12th,..."
"Ignore your own innocence Hiding behind iron walls Tears that once burned your cheeks Have cooled over time No more whispering About iced over pain Back to isolation There's only one You must convin..."
"Air turned to liquid Drown in the clouds Deathly fantasies Silent please I want to imagine Written February 12th, 2002 © on Feb 12 2002 01:05 AM PST 10 • 0"
"Falsely informed Sadly misguided Travelling in circles Yearning for meaning But you'll never be special Innocence died And left you here bleeding Ran away and followed the tracks back But you didn't e..."
"rip me at my seams do you know i don't need you? lust for innocence that has been destroyed blind and reassured you'd do anything for a moment to define your meaning so above their madness endless sea..."
"infinity broken with these bad butterflies trust and forget all your smashed mirrors Written February 12th, 2002 © on Feb 12 2002 01:28 AM PST 10 • 0"
"freeze a teardrop trace it back to the source don't let it escape or you may fall apart Written February 12th, 2002 © on Feb 12 2002 01:31 AM PST 10 • 0"
"Would the clouds fall down if I breathe in deep enough? If they did we could stare at the blank sky and wonder why I ever contemplated anything. Touch the glass softly it's just about to crack. Ca..."
"Lonely flower Bloom for me Show me the vibrance I know you are hiding Your petals are falling See-through lies Charred and burned memories Retract and close They don't want to Know your secrets Trap..."
"i guess i was right i'll remember for next time lock it tighter next time don't break down next time i can swim on my own i've done it before i don't need i don't need anyone i don't need i don't nee..."
"surrounded filling with grey anger betrayal no it cannot be stay under the water tornadoes blow past taking away the clouds that sheltered you i was never a part of anything half way connected forg..."
"no reason left to cry all out of breath and the pain is evaporating sharpen my fingernails can i still smile? is there time left to smile? before the heavens fall down and crush whatever meaning is le..."
"feeling in my cheeks i'm warm but it's cold let me catch my breath i'm still awestruck by everything about you Written February 18th, 2002 © on Feb 18 2002 01:50 PM PST 18 • 0 • 8"
"not afraid not now we can burn the blank pages and all the ones you didn't like pretty colours matching smiles is everything like this? dreary sundays went away let's replace it and let's erase unwan..."
"nothing's too short to become a memory and the time is only unwanted when it hurts to remember Written February 18th, 2002 © on Feb 18 2002 02:15 PM PST 0 • 10"
"explosions drip drip drip down they can't see you anymore beneath the flames we created how does the story end? Written February 18th, 2002 © on Feb 18 2002 02:25 PM PST 0 • 10"
"it's not the same and it can't be the silence dominates where words should be everything is too washed away and it's blurring and hurting it's all come undone Written February 18th, 2002 © on Feb 18 ..."
"happy and i don't need to cry block the images from my mind they are not a part of me i was strong until everything got pushed over and fell on top of me i didn't even cry well, what's the point? i wo..."
"oh the good times, the good times. wild stories and adventures in Warrior Land you've been there through it all personal pan pizzas texas tang doritos flintstones and aloros smoke and gift shop yoyo..."