was it worth it my dear?

"this artificial light burns my eyes everything is just a blur of fluorescent colours and fake smiles Written December 4th, 2001 © on Dec 04 2001 08:56 AM PST   0 • 1"

"i've become void there's only emptiness inside and the remains of an unwanted soul i destroyed myself Written December 4th, 2001 © on Dec 04 2001 09:12 AM PST   0 • 10"

"The music fades And it all disapears But you're still here With melted snowflakes on your cheeks And that half grinning smile I can't comprehend Any of this, But maybe I don't need to. Written Decembe..."

"cold trembling fingers don't care anymore dreaming of a way out and can't figure out why the dark is now fading but i'm not used to the light the light filled with promise and hope that can't last i..."

"Trapped In this disgusting prison I can't escape from myself Walking in circles Fucking myself up So no one can see I'm just like the rest of them Written January 2nd, 2002 © on Jan 02 2002 11:05 A..."

"Pictures swirl Through my imagination Of the crimson blood Trickling down My boney wrists Wouldn't they all be surprised? She was such a happy girl Always smiling So unforseen What could they've do..."