Trapped
By LadyJF
Hiding in the darkness of death Hoping never to take a breath Screaming nothing out of pain Happy that I’m insane Trying not to fall apart Squeezing hate into my heart In my world I’m lying dead Hearing thoughts outside my head Saying that I’m okay Waiting to die everyday Laughing at the tears I make Pissed at ever stupid mistake Wanting both to live and die Dying more with every lie Knowing that nothing is right Crying more every night Saying nothing of how I feel Wishing I had a heart of steal Making myself disappear Living the day trapped in fear Running from the change inside Praying for a place to hide Needing someone to hold my hand Thinking someone could understand Wanting something to replace this hate Thinking now everything’s to late Longing for one true friend Fearing now this is the end Lying to the ones I love This lie is what I’m made of Written December 7th, 2001 © on Jan 02 2002 03:30 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Hiding in the darkness of death ..."