LadyJF

"Why must I, God why must I... Live this life without a reason why? Where's the love I used to hold When did this world grow so cold? Why did he, God why did he... Say our love could never be? How did ..."

"We hugged for the first time in awhile It had been forever since I had seen your smile The last few months what what we talked about But little did I know time had ran out It wasn't much longer until..."

"Here is something that I would say, If you were here just one more day... I never want you to disappear but, I know, tomorrow you wont be here I'm not sad because you lied I'm always like this deep in..."

"I behold his beauty and shed a tear I now feel safe I haven't one fear I feel his love and hold him tight I'm happy now Everything's alright His smile is warm His eyes are deep He holds me close then..."

"I know that you have to go But the reason why I wont know This hurts more than any pain Without you here I'll go insane All I can do is want to die This is when angels will cry NO one can bring back y..."

"My teary eyes look to the sky Now I have to say goodbye The blood runs down my finger tips As the tears roll over my shivering lips I'm remembering my friends I adore I'm sorry I couldn't take it anym..."

"There are tears I have cryed And fears I have to hide Nobody can ever help me Nobody can make me see No one will lend me a hand No one can understand I have to be solo for all time I'm telling the wor..."

"When you look in my eyes Do you see these stupid lies When you look deep in my heart Do you see how it was ripped apart Why is there so much hate I love the world, but it's too late I miss tall the l..."

"My favorite color's red Just like the blood I shed My favorite thing is fear This fear that's always here I look at the night's sky Wanting badly to die I smile at deaths sight As I roam through the n..."

"Now I lay me down to sleep I pray to God my life to keep I look at the scars, they bleed with pain These scars I thought I had to gain In this life, there's much love I give But it is this life I don'..."

"I'm lying here almost dead I wish I was home safe in bed I can hardly speak And I'm growing weak Mom, can you hear me Tell me how this could be I need you by my side I know I've lied I'm sorry it's l..."

"If... If... what a word It seems like that's all I've heard If I were stronger, would I be okay If I had stopped, her would she be here today If I had hop, could things be alright If I could, would I ..."

"They say they just want to end it all Why should I care it’s their call They say that they just don’t care but wasn’t it them that was always there I don’t care about what they say They say this crap ..."

"Hiding in the darkness of death Hoping never to take a breath Screaming nothing out of pain Happy that I’m insane Trying not to fall apart Squeezing hate into my heart In my world I’m lying dead Hear..."

"Why keep writing how I feel It is my words that seem to kill Killing friendships with great ease Spreading fast like a disease Ripping down this wall of glass Cutting pain that will not pass Lying bro..."

"Starting something with no end Running from every friend Hating myself everyday Letting life slip away Hated by human kind Trying not to lose my mind Laughing as I start to cry Deep inside I start to ..."

"Why don't they know what to say To make the anger fly away I've found the perfect grace In this dark, empty place In storms I've seen the sun In sadness I've had fun In the hate I've felt love While I..."