What I've Become

"Mother, Father, my loved ones;I'm here,don't give up,can't you hear me?I'm crying out to you,it's so dark, so horrible,please help; please come.I'm making sounds,but I can't hang on,I see my angel,gua..."

"Thoughts of emptiness; so shallow, so vague time seems to stop; I lie in bed alone and wonder most of the time; especially when my heart has been crushed, by my true love.   It's as though someone doe..."

"With your blood on my hands your eyes glossy and red; loves tormented heart, has but one anger; that of hate, that of death. Come creep with your inner screams; shout at me your cries of pain; show me..."

"Confused, despair, lost, out of control, spiralling down, unable to catch a breathe, Screaming for help, but no one's there, this time, your mind's playing a game but there's no end, no way to stop ..."