[I will not beg]

"I want to curl up in a little ball to disappear from view to hold in the pain that radiates through my soul I want to keep people from seeing the harm that they unwittingly cause to hide from the pain..."

"Don’t shed a tear for me, don't bother I mean nothing to you, I’m just that quiet voice in the world that quivers ever so slightly with boundless pain; but don’t think about that why ruin your day? I’..."

"Pale golden wings beat against the cool air as the small butterfly flits back and forth amongst the crimson flowers settling on an emerald leaf, she stretches her wings to the sun and basks in the war..."

"golden rain silver tears pain in love hollow heart longing burning passion loneliness desire © on Apr 03 2001 09:41 AM PST   0 • 10"

"sleepy… angry… emotions wash over me as I struggle to stay awake pain (mental and physical) my body drained WHY DO WE HAVE TO BE FRIENDS?!? smoothing my eyebrows my eyelids so sick of it of YOU why ca..."

"Witty comebacks, a saccharine smile bubbly perky happiness… is that what you want me to be? A woman without her character, a smile that masks the pain? I know that my poetry can scare you yet in my li..."