Lightmare

"I want to curl up in a little ball to disappear from view to hold in the pain that radiates through my soul I want to keep people from seeing the harm that they unwittingly cause to hide from the pain..."

"Don’t shed a tear for me, don't bother I mean nothing to you, I’m just that quiet voice in the world that quivers ever so slightly with boundless pain; but don’t think about that why ruin your day? I’..."

"Pale golden wings beat against the cool air as the small butterfly flits back and forth amongst the crimson flowers settling on an emerald leaf, she stretches her wings to the sun and basks in the war..."

"golden rain silver tears pain in love hollow heart longing burning passion loneliness desire © on Apr 03 2001 09:41 AM PST   0 • 10"

"sleepy… angry… emotions wash over me as I struggle to stay awake pain (mental and physical) my body drained WHY DO WE HAVE TO BE FRIENDS?!? smoothing my eyebrows my eyelids so sick of it of YOU why ca..."

"Witty comebacks, a saccharine smile bubbly perky happiness… is that what you want me to be? A woman without her character, a smile that masks the pain? I know that my poetry can scare you yet in my li..."

"Friends around me run …whilst I sit Friends around me dance …and I wonder Friends around me sing …I hold still Friends around me laugh …and I dream Friends around me smile …my body shakes Friends arou..."

"Fingers extended all the way So that they don’t retract And claw the pale skin beneath them Pain eases the emptiness The hollow void gets filled The crimson stains shall fade away And time will find t..."

"Sapphire wings beat against merciless crimson tongues of dancing flame Emerald leaves shuddering on chocolate limbs Scalding updrafts the only movement Save the silent pulsing of the Shimmering wing..."

"Praises I can deal without trite stressed syllables flowing unnecessarily from agony stained lips My joy is in myself this conglomeration of insanity before you Eyes and hearts are linked; can you see..."

"I will not beg my head held high I can wait as long as it takes for you to see The importance that I place and the way that I do My time is better spent mind wandering amongst angels Than waiting for ..."

"Close the damn door is that so much to fucking ask? Does anyone hear me screaming or is it just the noises in my head? Tears to flood the oceans welling in my eyes that SHALL NOT fall Churning stomach..."

"Grab your torches Witch-hunt’s on Kill the nonconformists Shut them up Never think Beat them till they bleed Tear their hearts Slam their souls Make them feel the hatred Lock them up By your words ..."

"ivory skin, slender limbsdoe-eyed, honey haired waifdancing a knife bladelooking for herselfbanishing idealsreplacing them with naughtbuffeted by hope into breakers of despairpale fingers clawing at l..."

"Corrupt me if you can for my mind is strong Hate me if you want the loss is purely yours Despise me as you wish for being what you’re not Loathe me if you feel it for the strength that I possess Desir..."