The Meaning of Things

Stay away Don't breath my air Don't kiss my cheek I'll kill you I hate you so much So much sadness is with you and me Such a story we would make Both distanced from the world But cant keep our hands off each other And I'm thinking of you always I'm on a mind trip Play your guitar that one way Play it with your tongue I surely will fall in love with you just as much as I did with her But I want more from you I need your love Can't have another break up Cant handle can't deal Can't pour any anguish out of me Bruised and sliced on the outside trying to kill what's on the inside But my skin always wins and keeps the light from the depths of me Only leaving scars that admit I'm a failure Never has anyone experienced me My power my greatness Yet everyone caries their own personal bag of my sorrow And I still think I'm in love with you 100% or more, I'm gonna need you forever I'm sickened that the chance exists that one day you will hate me I'm terrified of being realistic OH GOD NO! You can't do this to me But why am I crying to him? When is the last time he wrote me a sympathy card Yet sadly I'm in love So show me your arms I'm in need of a hug need to fell warm I'm in need of you and your smile You are the one whether you think it or not There is no one better No one who can take your place I will fall off the face of the earth with out you My wrists will cry streams My eyes will be sliced and dry to the bone And the light will never reach the depths of my meaning.when i wrote this i was overwhelmed with emotions from a previous relationship, a current relationship, and self issues. i think i turned out pretty well. Written January 5th, 2002 © on Feb 21 2002 09:33 AM PST   18 • 1 • 8