A Dream
I wanna be everthing in the world. But i'm just here and i'm just me. What have we become? Just a kid and death seems fun. Death a remedy for your pain. Things isn't what you want it to be. Unless you fell it in you. Life is givin so we can have a chance to feel something. I long to be everything i'm scared of. I know death is coming but i won't be scared anymore. Faith was one thing I still believed in. But now i'm faithless and shameless as you. A new song to sing. A new life to live. A new death to live for. A new pain and hate comes together. He hurt me so I wanted him to feel it too. Death my untimely end. My way out and his new pain. What would he do if I died. This old flame died long ago. Here was never here. We've been lost in our own world the whole time. I knew it didn't feel real. Things never turn out the way we want. This is our own hell. Our tears mean nothing just as they did before. I keep having these dreams where he comes back to me. But I can't believe he loves me. He broke my heart once before he'll do it again. But in my dreams he was so real. A new life had started and it was great. But all it was is a dream. Written April 1st, 2002 © on Apr 01 2002 05:16 AM PST 18 • 0 • 10
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"I wanna be everthing in the world...."