A Night To Remember

In a room full of people he sat next to me.Everything going round in my head.The joke we played hurt alot of people.I could still feel him around me.That kiss that ran in me.My cuts have healed and gone away.The one kiss that everyone saw made me feel so alive at the time.But ended me when it came time.I knew what I was doing would hurt and kill.But I knew I needed at the time to feel him inside me.He's my drug something you want more of and won't stop till you get it.The day started out great and ended even better.But the next day was somewhat of a hell for me.But the night was beautiful.The sun was about to go down.And he showed up,cute as ever.He and I always playing our games.I remember him walking up to me and puting his arm around me.I can still feel evil running in me.From that kiss on we couldn't stop things.We'd started and didn't want to stop.We're both evil in many ways.When we want something we go for it.No matter what will happen or who gets hurt.But we like it like that.This boy is my soulmate.The only one who really knows me.For him i'd give my life.But as he kissed me nothing else in the world mattered.I wanted to stay in that forever.We came in and everyone sat down.I was at the computer and didn't see him but he sat next to me.A few minutes went by and I looked at him looking at me.I knew something was going to happen.He slowly leaned in and kissed my ear and then my neck.His hand went down and I could no longer fight it.I said to him don't start unless you plan to go to my room.And him being him,He said lets go.This girl I knew said not with out me.My house being very dark I walked slowly and quietly.I held his hand the whole time we walked in the darkness.We got to my room not but one minute after we left the other room.I felt him grab me and pull me over to him.His lips and mine touched after that.I can still feel him pull me over to him.The other girl left the room thinking we needed to be alone.We both waved bye and she left.We wanted one another to our selfs.He knows he needs me even if for only a little while.He kissed me more and more.Then the fun started.I can still feel him inside me.It was different than before I don't know why but it was.I can still feel him breathing in my face.And the way he looked at me haunts me even now.He knows that I love him and maybe I never stoped.I just added someone to the list.But whatever becomes of my soulmate and I this well always be known as a night to remember. Written April 9th, 2002 © on Apr 09 2002 08:47 AM PST   0 • 8