Emotional Suicide

"What is a remedy? What does it do? Can it help me? Or will it somehow kill me? No matter what can you help me? Can you save me from hell? Or just pull me in more. Whatever it does i wish it would happ..."

"With life comes love and hate... With love comes a soulmate... With a soulmate comes true love... With true love comes the boy of my dreams... Written June 6th, 2001 © on Mar 23 2002 02:04 PM PST ..."

"It only lasted a minute. And why i can not say. But I feel it when he touches me. It runs through me as blood. But it's better than blood. Could it be love or just me wshing it to be? But does he fe..."

"One more time the voices in my head say... Go ahead flea get it over with... And i'm tired of hearing it... I'm ready to give up... Words mean nothing... Life is no longer worth it... Lies are all we ..."

"I don't know what to think,what to say. I'm done with the world and its done with me. I'm lost in a world of my own. The one that would make things better. That could help me. That I could feel safe i..."

"Watching blue skys turn black with you. True meaning but nothings there. Do you really know someone? I know its him when I look him in the eyes. His eyes make the pain go away. His lips kiss every tea..."