Givin Up and Givin In
Pain runs in me. Wow it's the same as before. I didn't cut couldn't fuck things up. I knew that I would anyways but hey I tryed not to. I'm sorry I hurt you sorry for all the pain. Sometime I can get out of hand. I know you don't hear me when I say I won't leave you. But even if you don't no matter what I'll live to see another day. Today I wanted to give up and forget everyone didn't care. But I stayed alive cause I know that he still loves me. It just doesn't feel like it. I wonder what it would be like if I could change things? Make life just a little better. But I can't i've tryed and nothing works. But fate if this is life for me than I think i've already givin up. I gave up a long time ago...I just didn't tell anyone. Written April 6th, 2002 © on Apr 06 2002 12:48 PM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Pain runs in me...."