My Stroy (part2)

Have you ever felt alone in a room full of people.A lost soul with others around you.Well thats how I feel.But I am a lost soul.But i've found the soul that goes with mine.Or I want him to be.I love him so but something tells me that he doesn't love me.We're together now and happy as can be.But how long will it last.To me forever if only in my head.We were apart for the longest time.But now we've come to see that the love he has is for me.I need him so.He doesn't even know.My heart is forever his and now maybe things will start happening.I would give my life and love for him.I know he would do the same.I know that maybe things are good and that scared me.I've never been this happy.When he touches me its like magic.I feel his hand run down me and I can't believe its happening to me.When he looks at me I want to look around for who he's really looking at.It don't feel like me.I love him so but will he see me.When I bleed I think of him and all the pain stops.That has to mean something.When I think about him I smile.I would never smile before.He's not with me tonight.But with someone else.But I hope that as I write he's thinking of me.I know he loves me and I have faith in his love that he won't hurt me tonight.Please fate,faith give me a chance,one last time.A little happiness for this broken soul.This heart is no longer broken until fate steps in and takes my little piece of happiness away Written April 2nd, 2002 © on Apr 02 2002 04:17 AM PST   0 • 10