Prettier Ugliness On The Other Side

I’m falling, downward I go Diving into a hole of nothingness, nowhere I know, Invading shadows space. I’m dying, crippled bones crumbling Sinking through the darkness Slowly eaten away. I’m disappearing, my face unseen by the day Leaving everything behind, Memories just faded away. Why is the pain so beautiful on the outside? Why is it so ugly on the inside? While I wonder, my brain seems to waste away There’s a cold feeling deep in The warmth disappeared someway. Running down my skin, Tears dripping frozen rain. The heavens seem to cry my name. Bloody screams, Needles in my veins Crosses stabbed through my heart’s rage, Cuts and bruises all over my frame. Why is ugliness so pretty on the other side? Disturbed silence, As I cry his name. I die, No longer here to stay My spirit washed away No fear inside of what’s beyond the rising yellow sun, the floating white clouds The silver shinning moon and blue sky above Burning flames of the sinister devil, Chocolate castle of the holy god, I am between the lines, limbo time No one’s here, Not anywhere Through darkness's less traveled road I’m here, all alone Forever in Pain Alone is now my name For eternal Shame Midnight's moon listens to my crys The broken down house on the hill side Shadows the only thing that light my eyes Time and time again this is now where I lie For I have died. Inside... there is something missing Emptyness For endless hallow depths Oh the blood looks beautiful today The cuts and bruises I feel no pain The tears in which I cry are making me shine in a different way Written March 10th, 2002 © on Mar 10 2002 11:15 AM PST, Kimberly I. Hunt   18 • 0 • 1