Returning Jealousy

As I look at them in love, such love I need Jealousy... Jealousy overwhelming me A long lost friend returning to me Oh, I miss him, I miss him so much, that's how it feels, i'm longing to feel Their passion seems so true, so damn true it must be unreal Why can't that be me... Why can't that be me... Him and me, Together like meant to be A man just for me, The one who could show me life Oh Just want to be there in his arms, need his gentle loving care I Wish That was me... Can't we just switch places That lucky girl, so lucky in this world I'm tired of being the independant one, the lonely one Wish a man would show me that respect, treat me right Wish he would believe in me, as much as he believed in her I wish he would just leave her and join my side, And tell me that I am the only one, for him tonight I have failed, failed to contain the love, The pleasure of living Now I am suffering, everyday and everynight, I need someone by my side to be alright How can he say he is lonely when he doesn't know what its like He has the girl, he has the life, he is so selfish to see he's got all he needs to survive He shouldn't feel so in need, he doesnt need anything else He has the girl of his dreams, so many great friends indeed Doesn't he see he has a perfect life? He'll marry her and i'll attend the wedding a single I'll cry wishing the same wish i've always wished If only I was her, the lucky girl of his life I love him, oh I love him more than life The jealousy remains until I die I'll let everyone else have the beauty, the wonderful life I crave I'll be the one to suffer, afterall someone has to be the one to sacrifice something I'll let him go, I'll let his dream come true A Prince and Princess, and me just a peasant witness With my good friend jealousy... Written March 10th, 2002 © on Mar 10 2002 11:24 AM PST, Kimberly I. Hunt   18 • 0 • 8