Did Sarah Feel This Way?
By Maysun
My world was so screwedEverything was a messI felt like runningBut found nothing, only wilderness,I fooled myself too muchThought I could get bothBut I finally figured it all out I needed to fly the mostI figured out that all the pain in lifeGoes mostly to the heartThen as you hit the groundYour world just falls apartI figured out how cruel it can beAnd how life pretty much ruins it allBut I guess there's nothing I can do nowNo one was there to break my fallPeople said it would never changeBut I wouldn't listen to friendsThey said that I will only get hurtGod, I sure fooled themFor I was the one who let myself downWho never showed how much it killedI swore, I cursed, I said it allIt all emptied and then it all filledThese tears have been here for days nowAnd I think they'll be here forever moreIf I don't let go of all the hurt and painMy body will be broken and tornBut you two were the ones with styleYou never let me downI hate to see this life endPlease don't let me go with a frownI had to leave this life I madeTo go somewhere elseTo go and find something newSomething I've never feltI climbed that ladder up high and tallAnd when I jumped I started to cryFor when I reached the very bottomI realized... I couldn't flyThis poem was written to my best friend who took her life today....Rest in peace girl I love you.. Written January 11th, 2002 © on Jan 11 2002 05:17 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"My world was so screwedEverything was a messI felt like runningBut found nothing, only wilderness,I fooled myself too muchThought I could get bothBut I finally figured it all out I needed to fly the mostI figured out that all the pain in lifeGoes mostly to the heartThen as you hit the groundYour world just falls apartI figured out how cruel it can beAnd how life pretty much ruins it allBut I guess there's nothing I can do nowNo one was there to break my fallPeople said it would never changeBut I wouldn't listen to friendsThey said that I will only get hurtGod, I sure fooled themFor I was the one who let myself downWho never showed how much it killedI swore, I cursed, I said it allIt all emptied and then it all filledThese tears have been here for days nowAnd I think they'll be here forever moreIf I don't let go of all the hurt and painMy body will be broken and tornBut you two were the ones with styleYou never let me downI hate to see this life endPlease don't let me go with a frownI had to leave this life I madeTo go somewhere elseTo go and find something newSomething I've never feltI climbed that ladder up high and tallAnd when I jumped I started to cryFor when I reached the very bottomI realized... I couldn't flyThis poem was written to my best friend who took her life today....Rest in peace girl I love you....."