Good-bye Forever

Good-bye forever I know that i'm wrong for hurting you, These were never my intentions, I tried to be something that I could never be, I tried being your soul mate, I knew since back then all those four long years ago that you were the one I wanted to spend my life with but I needed time to grow and mature, Now I know that i'll never be the type of girl you deserve, You deserve someone better,. You should be able to live your life through happiness without having to look over your shoulders, I can't give you that,. You say that you can't ever trust me in that way again,. That's why I know that you should move on and look elsewhere,. You shouldn't settle for less than what is rightfully yours maybe there is no hope for me, You'll always remember my negative factors,  I understand that you can't see past them, You told me i'm not even worth the arguing and pain, So I  ask then why do you stay? You laugh at me and replied an I don't know, Aloud i'm laughing at you in my heart i'm bleeding shattered pieces of my heart, Where do you go from here? I don't know, but where i'm going there will be no more heartbreak and torture my life is over, I'm going home.. * I do really feel like this but i'm going to fight it and hang in there. I got my whole entire life ahead of me and if I am meant to be with him I will be so i'll leave it at that* *Written By: Lady Rage* January 31, 2002 1:06 p.m. Written January 31st, 2002 © on Jan 31 2002 04:10 AM PST   0 • 18 • 1