Dead to Me

"cold wooden floor hard, harsh reminder of a loving god a balance "come back (whispers) come back I am here too No hurry No worries You’ve created this world for a reason be here now enjoy it all of i..."

"I can still feel the ground shaking the walls rattling as his stiff brown leather boots are picked up off the dusty old floor and plopped down again bypassing the typical muffle of the woven rug cove..."

"When I look at you sick, ghostly, dying I am full of anger but you'd never know that I am tired of being your mother mom I am tired of typing your papers remembering your medication buying you presen..."

"The unnamed plant in the corner I repotted is dying it must not like the soil or its new place in my living room she stands up straight but her leaves are wilting I noticed today         I’m not..."

"diet pills quick shakes belly rolls back aches chubby neck monstrous thighs stretch marks getting high breakfast muffin tight clothes chocolate kisses candy rose old photos shame shame avoid the c..."

"*knock*knock*knock* avoid the front door it's the NYSEG man again he doesn't understand me and you've been gone some days now *knock*knock*knock* that man you loved once is here too he won't answer ..."