Coming to and end (Abusive Relationship)

ok this one isn't that great, but thats ok This is for all the times i cried as i slept within your arms for all the times my body ached each time you brought me harm for all the times i hid a bruise and told some type of lie for all the times you broke my heart and said you wish i'd die for all the times you didn't care that my life was at its worst for all the times you yelled at me with a tendency to curse for all the times you came home drunk and said i was a 'whore' for all the times that i blacked out and bled upon the floor for all the times you were 'sorry' and promised that was through for all the times you lied to me and left another bruise for all the times we've lost a child because you'd lash out in anger for all the times that i miscarried you've turned into a stranger for all the times that we were happy i will shed another tear for all the tiems you've lost your temper I would sleep at night in fear for all the times you held me tight i prayed you'd kill me then for all the times you made me scared tim and time again so this is for the pain i have but am leaving far behind this is for the strength i need before i'm out of time i take your arm off of me and watch you as you sleep i squeeze my hands into fist trying not to weep my bags are packed and by the door i look once more at you the tears stream down my swollen cheeks this pain can not be through my heart is saying 'stay right here' but my mind is saying 'run' i want to love you like before but those days are clearly done i place my hand on the door then turn the knob and stare my chest is bubbling with disbelief i can barely feel the air the wind is swirling all around the sky is sparkling bright i'm finally getting out of this my life will soon be right so this is where i say good-bye to the pain that i once knew this is where i say 'good-bye' i say 'good-bye' to you...I'd like your guy's opinion, it would be very helpful...and know this didn't happen to me. But i think that abusive relationships are wrong, no one deserves that kind of treatment.love ya guyssteph Written November 1st, 2001 © on Dec 20 2001 11:10 PM PST   0 • 10