Why Is It Like This?

There is that one I love. I don’t know why. Because after all she had put me through It feels as if she had ripped my heart out And left me to die. But still I’m trying. Her love use to hold me through the night Ohh, God how great it was! Now I’m just simply lost. So I’m trying to find happiness in another ones arms. I’ve been feeding off of the virgins. Young with there stupidity. I’ve’ been feeling so vacant not able to fill this void. These ignorant virgins they only make me blissful up to the climax. But when I look down at them... I’m upset at who they are not. I tell them some times that they are not the one I love but simply The one I’ve fucked. Sorry your not very important to me. See I really have let things go to far. I wish I could change some things, Because back then I didn’t know how to be a man, I had to let jealousy and stupidity get the best of me. And for the longest time I didn’t know Who I really was. I didn’t know who that guy was,. That guy in the mirror carving her initials into his chest, abdomen, and arm. Why did she have to let things go so far! She didn’t have to sleep with him to prove a point. Sharee your love is like heroin. I’m so addicted. Even your sweet voice Makes my heart skip a beat. I need to hold you again. Just one more fix. Sharee I need you , can’t you see. I know I sound like I’m crazy. Just let us come together one more time. And to my public who just read this... Let me assure you she is that good. Written April 4th, 2002 © on Apr 03 2002 07:54 PM PST   0 • 12