Christmas Day

where were u mommy>? where were u daddy? i asked for everything and u gave it to me i was lost in myself all the four of me u never taught me right from, wrong u only taught me selfishness and spite days and nights is happyness weeks and months in pain years and years of anger years and years of strain not aloud to scream not aloud to cry all that we can think is its so perfect i can die phyiscal and mental the pain looms over us all we can do is wait to lift the curse the curse of self the curse of mind the prision it represtents it all ends with time where were u when i got into a fight a kid on the playground took my lunch money all the kids picked on me cuz of my weight i was there , in there lifes cuz i was funny? High school never changes the bullies are the same pickin on the fat kid they all knew my name when i get in trouble they asked my why why did u hit me daddy , why did u leave me mommy why did i hate christmas day?, when everyone would fight my friends family all envy us, but they dont relize wats right everythings wrong and twisted i became everything i have hated i despise those who take lifefor granted and wonder how i ever made it sure christmas was plenty and family is nice but how can u act when you hearts frozen with ice the apple doesnt fall far from the tree why is my mind a prison and everyone picks on me mommy says u love us but i dont belive it i love my guitar i dont treat my guitars like sh*tHey this is my first poem Written February 7th, 2002 © on Feb 07 2002 01:33 PM PST   10 • 0 • 1