Esteem

"I fell. You caught me before I hit the ground. This is no love affair. You simply want to sell me on. I'm not the real thing. But they all say I'm the spit. It's always missing something special. D..."

"Golden skin.Holier than thou.What do you think                you're doing?Roping me in?Covering.Save ourselves              no one else will.Shit.That's all it isRemote control humanity.Lazy world.B..."

"Girl don't come she says. Is she pleading? He always wants me to come, he asks again. I saw him upside down with my eyes closed and my mouth open like a newborn. He said it was just for fun he alwa..."

"Number onestands by the mirror.The reflectionis herself still,                  but changed.Is she sad?The colour pleases her whim,she smiles at the inferno.But dressesno longer          match.She is ..."

"Star on the top of the tree. It fell down. Smashed to blonde smithereens. Ring-a-ring-o roses wrapped around her wrist. Fairy lights weren't bright enough        for her. The little boy didn't st..."

"It would betoo easyto bleed you dry.If I peeled back your Russian layerswould I findthe end?You might thank me,I can do no wrongcan I?This is too good.Undeserving me.Sickening        smileneeds a sla..."