pinkmouthedgirl

"I fell. You caught me before I hit the ground. This is no love affair. You simply want to sell me on. I'm not the real thing. But they all say I'm the spit. It's always missing something special. D..."

"Golden skin.Holier than thou.What do you think                you're doing?Roping me in?Covering.Save ourselves              no one else will.Shit.That's all it isRemote control humanity.Lazy world.B..."

"Girl don't come she says. Is she pleading? He always wants me to come, he asks again. I saw him upside down with my eyes closed and my mouth open like a newborn. He said it was just for fun he alwa..."

"Number onestands by the mirror.The reflectionis herself still,                  but changed.Is she sad?The colour pleases her whim,she smiles at the inferno.But dressesno longer          match.She is ..."

"Star on the top of the tree. It fell down. Smashed to blonde smithereens. Ring-a-ring-o roses wrapped around her wrist. Fairy lights weren't bright enough        for her. The little boy didn't st..."

"It would betoo easyto bleed you dry.If I peeled back your Russian layerswould I findthe end?You might thank me,I can do no wrongcan I?This is too good.Undeserving me.Sickening        smileneeds a sla..."

"The hum is deafening. Bass notes thud through soles listening         to each other suspiciously. Workers buzz through intellect channels: intricate like the cracks               in a lived in fa..."

"What are you afraid of?She smiled, all animal teeth.Brushing sand from hisArm he squirmed beneathHer icy touch, electricShocks lit up his bonesAnd her adulterousnessFelt superior and alone.Over in an ..."

"I crawl into spaces that no human would. I don't see traps, always find myself stuck. Please don't take advantage: My brain is too small. The blood spills over my face. I don't understand why can't..."

"In my headI see the pink man.Blood runs down his faceand now I hate him.He killed the music for meand for thatI won't forgive.I felt the bile rising in my throat,it could have been a mourning occurren..."

"She brushed the dust from her face and carried on. The same as always? Too different to know where to begin. Reasoning? Explanations won't rewind the news tape. Won't breathe life into lungs agai..."

"Jealousy flaresin her beady eyes.Is it because  'She's nothing without you.'?Me.This is a new revelation.Our youthful chanteusesings meinto a hush.But sleep is distantonThe Faraway Tree.It seems that ..."

"Her disembodied song Just shows she's trying To drown us out. 'It's not so bad.' Well then why won't you just shut up? I shed some more skin Last night Emerging anew From my chrysalis But who pain..."

"You don't know your worth. Picture his face plastered, set smothered in glue. Then you will know him? A sneaky glance every Thursday lunchtime over an apple core through a glass. You feel ..."

"Reality bitesdown hardshaking her out of a sleepy state.'What were you doing?''Did you ever thinkabout anything?''How strong do you think you are?'You teetered on the edgeof the whitefor so longbut he..."

"Don't expect perfection Or even a shade of normality. How can we make this better? A voice from the purple land brings a smile to my puffy face. Ending self hatred for now. Tell me the story of..."

"Cloudy moments I seek your voice. Dragging you from innocent animal chasing dreams. Awaken your twitching legs. Piteously whining as you try to be reasonable to selfishness. Success? This is episo..."

"Pressure. The kind that makes him weak Sets me on edge. Shivers. Expectancy. The feel and sound of ripping foil is too much. For him. Me? Close the curtains mask my body with green. Tape my mou..."

"She enterslike a scream.He hopedfor a saviourbutshe was on him,a heatrash.But she's not touching.Nevertouching.Achingly aloof.Until tongue unhingesFlapping free in the breeze.She laughsat the truthhe ..."

"Domino rallyshiversalong vertebraetouched by green palms.Aliento me.So wrong.Unreal.I wish.He leavesa stenchoozingtoxic chartreuse.Glowing in every lighteven witheyes clamped.No detergentmakes things ..."

"Ring of skinwhy do you stare?Should I contractretractand fade?What do you think of last night?'Did I go overboard?'S'pose I was more drunkthan I thought.Blue tongues tell too many lies.Day to DayGoing..."

"Calling out Sneak to sting. Venomous, Selective, Kindly Easing you into Ear shattering Mind fucking Breakdown. Familiar sounds. Well, in tune anyway. She may Go down A different way... Probably no..."

"I can see your armsAgainIt's the first time In a whileThough I'm trying notTo lookI cant stop itI'm staring.(chorus)Screaming for pilSlap your best friendI'll back you upShe stares at the TVThe pigmen..."

"Lines, more lines And the frame drips red Then she gets me up Cut and dried Says a kindly face Want to put you back to bed Her body aches From the hole inside Jagged edge Of the missing jigsaw pie..."

"I smelt her soap and her toothpaste and the inside changed. Yet the outside struggled to keep composure. Did it succeed? She screamed didn't she. She looked in a fake mirror and saw FAT and ugly. B..."

"Blood lines appearon a now ugly face.She will hold nothing in the end,I think she will be happy.Her fantasy life was too far fetched,we both changed, both grewand couldn't hear each other scream.Echoe..."

"The plastic fan screams,spinning on a starstruck high.She wore her favorite underwearand hopes it'll get her by.Kenny's girl is dressed in pinkshowing her sickly-smooth skin.She's glad she doesn't nee..."

"I can see the air in here.I feel itprickle my arms.Has the coldspread to him yet?I hope not.I'd try any thing to keep warm.Perhaps I am cold blooded-reptilianwith my snake eyesand scaly feel.I want to..."

"Brother faithfulfollows me roundsets off alarm bellsand walks blindly through.Brother bloodhoundhas captured my scent.The fear in my eyescalls out to him.Brother roadblockenters my space,he's codedas ..."

"I hear your giggles in the background as I speak and I remember. You were an early bird and too small to believe. The eyes were too large. I used to think you would break. I'm sure they shared my f..."

"After the dark squeezeShe lives again.UncontrolledsubstanceflashbacksWill bring her hereAgain.Always interruptingwhen she's happy.Or not.She can shake freebut never swimfar enough.She will neverescape..."

"Her substance:calm and leafyshe's quiet and cooldark and hidden.But there's a bear inside this cave.Is it springtime yet?Wait quietlyUntil her moment to strike.All fall down.Go for it! Written October..."

"When the G-force settles She's alone again. Her brain hums with everyday things. "Shut up." she sings "Shut up and be still." She likes cold because it's all she's got. A friend? Please stop the ..."

"How do you shake off These guilt inducers. How to cool a red face. My face tells me I'm wrong: "It's not a good idea Don't use those eyes I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING." Perhaps you'll always need to ..."

""But I only dress to please myself." "I wore the top you like." It seems she can't help it Or maybe this is how she wants to be. She wants to be seen As she intends- perhaps for this She should los..."

"Whatever she does She can never defend it Maybe she loses her mind. An instant- It's gone Then back again And kicking herself. "Why do I hurt him?" You're asking the wrong person You'll never dig ..."

"Idle stars Spatter the sheet Where do they come from. They're in every Fibre of her being But does she know That's what she's made of? Pretty but far away Bright And yet dangerous The yellow gas fil..."

"Is it time? I think I'd better Find a window Open my eyes Pull the stripes out. It's time To change the colours Bang the T.V. See if that works Turn the lights down She's always what the subject say..."

"Tired But I know that sleep Is not too close She sits In the next room With the keys Firmly clenched Between her teeth. She's not for me I've never enjoyed Seeking her company We've never been good..."

"Eyes afraid of the sun Shy from the truth Try to create Order in my head Full of love Like an overstuffed cushion But don't know How to control it He has the order He knows The way of things He kn..."

"Feeling like you're made Of chocolate. The eyes of thousands Beating upon you like the sun Disfiguring Mishaping Rendering you unworthy. Written March 3rd, 2002 © on Mar 03 2002 01:16 AM PST, Louise ..."

"She's always a bundle Of words. Clutching at them Like ropes All full of knots. Fraying at the edges. She tries to lassoo The world But ends up tangled In her own unsticky web. Written March 3rd, 200..."

"We're back here again In the land Oppressed by silence. He rules. He Could never be a she. He descends. Wings of bubble wrap Bear him to us He tightens his grip We can hear the hum of him...."

"My Green fingers Turned To an explosion Of red And pink The bloody fingers Snake Away from my brain And out. I'm never sure where they go. One day they'll return With prey. Written March 3rd, 2002 © ..."

"Call me out In chocolate brown Flush me down the drain Forget me. If I'd wanted that I'd have opted For the wash out dye. The red is The someone else In me A nice feeling But like A fake ID One..."

"Small Cold And White Covered in grease She waits to leave Since her arrival The white world. Silver Blue Frozen? But no life. Ice hairs Stick up like spines The stickleback Music keeps her alive And..."

"She shines In a million eyes Not tarnished By tears. Gifted To live forever Shivering In twilight. Her eyes Are spurs Humming with every step Signaling, warning. A threat? With no answer She spins o..."

"I'm ready for you Now. Perpetually Waiting Always going mad With emptiness. Hollowed out bark Though the tree looks fine She is frozen Nobody knows she's dead Until The lightning strikes And she tu..."