Painful Growth
By plumbgrl15
What is this feeling welling up inside of me, Growing deeper the more I try to break free. You're still here with me But maybe I'm too blind to see, That you've been letting go of we. If only I would have given in To the love you offered way back then. If I hadn't reveled in my sin, Hadn't left you asking when oh when, What pure love and passion could have been. I missed the chance, I watched you go, And a broken me is all I have to show. If only I could let you know If this hurt wouldn't continue to grow What seeds of love we both would sow.When presented with the love I had always dreamed about, I was too caught up in my own delusion of what I thought was love to see it right before me.I will always be heart broken over how I hurt him, and I hope he knows how much I do love him and that I will never give up trying to show him. Written January 11th, 2002 © on Jan 11 2002 07:43 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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