Ignorance

Don't say anything you cant back-up! Do you have any f***ing idea what that word means? Any at all? I didn't think so. What the Hell do you know about pain? About fear? About having it 'tough?' NOTHING!! How many f***ing times have you been broken down by the people who are supposed to love you? How many times have you haven slapped down by the person you love more than anything? How many times have you been scared to go home, afriad to face your 'role models' because you heard them fighting earlier? How many times? How mant f***ing times? How many times have you cried so much that you cant bare to open your eyes because you dont want to face reality? How many times have you had to be comforted by your own tears because they are the only thing that seems rightfully yours? How many times have you laid in bed with no energy to get up because you have waited for HIM all night? When he finally got home you had to pretend that you were asleep, because you cant let him know that you have waited for him all night again? How many times have you worked for nothing, until you feel as if your fingertips are about to bleed? How many times? How many f***ing times have you wished he would say he cares? How many times have you prayed for some sign that he really loved you. How many times? How many times have you wished for a father that cared? I didn’t think you had!2001, Written October 4th, 2001 © on Oct 04 2001 09:28 AM PST   0 • 1