For You, God, I Fall

For You, God, I Fall For You, God, I fall You push me back down when I finally stand tall You move the mountains for me as soon as I get past the stones You shove me into the sea I beg You for solutions but they haven't come yet now all I delve in is self pollution Dear Lord, I ask, what it is you want from me? it seems that You explain and then for the same reasons I'm down on my knees Lord, I want to please You but why do You keep torturing me? I know i'm not supposed to question, but now I'm not sure what to do the big plan You have for me, well I'm still waiting on it but can You not make me, at least, more patient? You try fixing what's torn from me but then You call it quits Lord, I see now how You have to do what You do to make me believe I see how You give me so many gifts, but always in an instant you take it away for me to love You, You force my heart on my sleeve but Lord, i only believe now because you take away...i wonder what is God's plan for me... He gives me issues without cause, and He takes away great things from me as soon as i get accustomed to them. I just want the Lord to know i'm not gonna fight Him because i know i can't win but i just ask for some mercy and grace... I haven't really felt this from Him in a while... Lord, if You're listening, please answer my prayer... or could You, at least, kill me? Written January 31st, 2002 © on Jan 30 2002 03:39 PM PST   0 • 1