prettyhatemachine

"tears of pain tears of sorrow tears of fallen hopes of tomorrow the rain will come and wash away the woes and corruption of today the tears will dry and dreams will die never tomorrow to be in an..."

"deeper and deeper i fallsick and tired of it allneed not sorrow but a prayer looking for someone to be therecan't find what's needed to sayeverything stands in my wayaddictions so strong they tear me ..."

"the beat of the drum steadily beating time is constantly fleeting now is the time dont ask why tomorrow may not come tomorrow may die grasp hold of the present for now is what matters the future m..."

"I never meant to fade away My pain inside kills me each day So now is the time i make up my mind Of all the reasons so kind Raging thoughts are all i find Running the gauntlet of self hate Yet in all ..."

"sorrow anger fear and lack of motivation many a cause for all this frustration things are long gone that will never be back and i feel so many reasons to attack attack this anger, attack this fear i w..."

"these words that lie here they help me release my pain they wash clean away the blood that stains they destroy my fear a heart so cold but it wants to be warm lonely as it grows old it also grows t..."

"tonight it's just me and you and i have one question to ask can you teach me to die? just point your gun to my face and blow me away please, i wanna fly i want to be the wind and i'll carry the bu..."

"tragic desire released from fire beautiful sin screams from ire wonderful lies the hateful disguise silicon words in deceitful eyes soothing syringe injecting cringe surreal high visions of tinge ..."

"the world sucks it's time to die as another needle is forced in my eye i'll slit my throat then become mute blood is my solvent and i am the solute time to leave i bid you farewell i am now heading in..."

"i see everyone and they are upside down all their smiles turn to frowns there i see all the world is frowning upon me black turns to white heaven fades away day turns to nite skies turn gray i see ..."

"i will never be mended this heart is forever torn my needs, never to be attended into loneliness i am sworn never reaching to another soul i'm left with this gaping hole i will always walk alone my f..."

"without you everything falls apart you shoot your arrow through my heart you are somtimes filled with happy lies but let me rot and be covered by flies you can be many different things sometimes you'..."

"thinking like no other her mind is twisted yet beautiful her thoughts, so wonderful yet some so black feeling like no other she understands the head trips her care and love is true she still feels pa..."

"locked down no breaking free trapped within are these demons inside me badly beaten i lie face down i watch as my blood runs on the ground mentally tortured these thoughts inside me cover my eyes in..."

"come with me let's take a trip to a land in the sea let's run away and be free just you and me we'll never look back we'll look to the sky and watch as the moon goes by on this island we'll stay u..."

"i smoke another cigarette and i feel it bring me closer to my life's debt i focus away from the bad and i can only think of her but now it seems as if the future is a blur and i lie awake in bed and i..."

"the dark hour passes the sand falls through quiet stand the masses as they witness something new the coming of the age the breaking of the mold the burning, red rage the fall of the bold twisting in..."

"need to feel mental bliss i lie awake between reality and a dreams kiss need to feel it take away the pain lost in time comfort as the blood stains the burning stops my eyes are still closed red is ..."

"far beyond the dimmest view my thoughts lie in them i see me and you thoughts soar and fly these thoughts then become dreams and all my hopes die my mind tears away at the seems and my heart pains ..."

"my eyes long to see color for they only see black and white and these thoughts of which i wonder are much more feeling than sight my mind is racing as i'm steadily pacing unable to hear the panic and..."

"lives faded judges jaded known hate not stated piscean panic depression, manic all rituals now satanic blindly trusting sanity rusting in me, sword thrusting help cries living lies heart blackened ..."

"a divine needle syringe filled with liquid a high so wonderful an empty place filled with the injection happiness occurs in short but sweet moments a hard fall coming down from heaven meeting hell a..."

"why do you look then turn away? i'm left to drown in this hole forsaken in your smile i feel the need to hide i said i will not give in and not conform but i can change for you how do you and i sti..."

"i know this sounds funny but i want to be a teddy bear i want to always be there for someone i want to make them feel better and put a smile on their face i know this sounds funny but i want to be a ..."

"locked down no breaking free trapped within these demons inside me badly beaten i lie face down i watch as my blood runs on the ground mentally tortured these thoughts inside me cover my eyes in blo..."

"the words that go unspoken are as precious as a token but somehow they just dont come out because i feel a certain doubt so now the words become lost and blown away with the cold winter's frost how..."

"as the night went through he walked from temple to temple mentally beaten he forfeited the battle he tried to find his place and he found another temple he stopped for a rest and thought of the bat..."

"this blood that is taken from me the pain and the agony the tears and pain the cold wind and rain these flames that burn my flesh the the sensation always fresh the burning of my soul the hurt takes ..."

"i'll find an angel one day if it's the last thing i ever do and to feel her touch upon me would be a sensation that's always new only she could save me from my sorrows and make the rest of the world ..."

"the rain's so cold and i'm so lonely the skies are a sad gold and my tears are falling constantly my pain is getting deeper reaching the core of my heart it's like climbing a hill that gets steeper a..."

"i ask you not to baby me, but to give me love endlessly i wonder if you would care or if you would ever be there? i ask will you be the one to wipe away my tears and wash away my fears? would you b..."

"your arms reached out and you tell me to come here no matter who you are DONT FUCKIN TOUCH ME you bullshit liars you hate you're against me i stand just to fall for all of you i'm tired of being th..."

"help me, please you run i fall leave me behind leave me again drown, i sorry i ask you kill me now you did it before why not again running still the vision of you it grows smaller i grow weaker drown,..."

"whine whimper where are you? hold me please sniff sigh where did you go? do you not wanna be here? tear cry i want you here i love you stay here dont... leave me... please...another lonely day ..."

"now you sit here cradling my head and asking me in tears to not be dead i'm sorry i was scared and ran from it all you hold me now but you weren't there for the fall and all i wanted to say is that ..."

"i hate to smile i hate to give you a false no matter if you like it or not it's only worth smiling when you're happy it's only worth faking for money we're all whores your society has betrayed you al..."

"your apathy my apathy all of us could care less what each other thinks no matter how many times i justify myself all you can come up with is "because i said so" or "because we want you home tonight" ..."

"sometimes i wonder when i find sunshine how it still rains and thunders the clouds turn from white to gray and the flowers wilt then there goes my day the sky is always crying and it's always fallin..."

"For You, God, I Fall For You, God, I fall You push me back down when I finally stand tall You move the mountains for me as soon as I get past the stones You shove me into the sea I beg You for sol..."

"music, was given to me it was a brilliant escape you see it has taken over everything now and to it i give my vow but yet i'm a glass virtuoso i can stand tall to live music but i shatter as soon as ..."

"tea cups and razor blades oh, blood runneth over pictionary and charades it's hard staying sober bullets and knives it's hard living this way loss of lives i think it's time i go away table for tw..."

"i'm yours but yet you're not mine i want to call you baby, you're so fine this one's for you it's my unspoken valentine i love you for everything you are you are most important to me, by far and i'm ..."

"fools and gold do what your told dying is for the old spend your riches like fools and gold time can only tell your descent from heaven to hell whenever you smile the fools always frown ashes co..."

"cure my eyes for what they have seen and cure my soul for where it has been seek the river, the crimson waters blood shines through, the virgin daughters look to the sky for it is now red look for h..."

"existence is false until you know there's a point to where you can't exist Written February 24th, 2002 © on Feb 24 2002 12:41 PM PST   10 • 0"

"i am here for you or does it even matter? all this life to live more dreams of mine to shatter am i supposed to care? or does it even matter? why am i here? this, in my mind, does clatter my exis..."

"on the playground the swings rock back and forth because of the wind the abandoned see saws lay dormant the merry-go-round, bare of hands on the handles the desolate slide left to rust but yet we ..."

"i just don't understand why we cannot hold hands why you don't want it to be this way makes me wonder and sigh each day how can we be so close but yet away, so far i wonder if we ever look at ..."

"we walked until the sun gave way to the sky, and night christened the atmosphere black. we stopped to rest under the stars and as i looked to open oblivion of blackness dotted with glitters of light, ..."

"tear down the wall of which those come in and you have not to worry about those knocking down your wall... but then you have to fear they go for the lone-standing door...i'm bored... with life... with..."

"force the river to flow give illness to the fever make way for the plague give way and inhale take the high spare the gray take your time there is no clock just speed of the moment lay your head do..."

"look into my eyes since yours are so blind touch the skin that crawls from beneath these wounds taste my mind the one i lost so long ago hear the thoughts of those abandoned in your hell smell the..."

"ah, they meet again walking down the street it's late she walks up to him he stares in another direction but she speaks she says what she wants to say she says what she needs to say he finally loo..."

"i don't know why i even try i find the perfect place then the light turns green time to go through hell again... it thrives far within deeper just let it go NO! I ALWAYS FUCKING LET IT GO FUCK NO! S..."

"A humble, placid quietness Silent screams thrown into fire In the mind, my thoughts are clear The difference between time and space begins to tire Liquid boredom is injected Happiness comes in pill ..."