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Mind War

By prettyhatemachine

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my eyes long to see color for they only see black and white and these thoughts of which i wonder are much more feeling than sight my mind is racing as i'm steadily pacing unable to hear the panic and the cries but i still see through all the lies i still walk forward though i am deeply burdened my mind and body, beatened and disheartened save me from myself, save me from my hell in my mind i see color, but my eyes see other i keep walking down this road bullets being shot at me, and i have one gun to reload this war within me wants to be soaked in blood for eternity this is my way, my way out of hell by the ringing of a bell i gaze a gastly stare, and breathe the cold, damp air hoping to get in my last shot before the hopes and dreams of others get caught in my reality, in my little world as all this hate and blackness unfurlsdo your thoughts ever wander? this is where mine end up going... Written December 21st, 2001 © on Dec 20 2001 05:27 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1

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