away from the past
By pyrocat
If only I could find the words to describe, It comes to me at no surprise, when you follow me with your eyes, It hurts to say, that I feel this way, and I’m lying here naked right in front of you, but yet you don’t see me no mattter what I do, its hurts to feel this way, but I cant bear it when you don’t want me to stay, turn away, walk away, run far from this place, running through, running through the woods, I hear your breath, and I cant stand to look back, I take another step and fall, your right there and I cant escape no matter what I do, it hurts me to say, that I need you stay, but I want to fall away breack away from you, fall into, into, me, fall into you, spinning in circles and I cant bear anymore that I want you to stay, it pours out and I run away again, always running from the pain, the pain in my eyes, cant stand the sight sight of, completely disgusted by this feeling I feel for you, try to fly away from you, fly into you, but it never works, no matter what I do, I hear you…. I feel warmth on my neck…. And here you are again… ready again….pull you in again….force you in again…. Want you in again… scared of me again…. Running away far away it pains me to say that I want you to stay and I need you to stay because cuz I do feel this way and I love this feeling inside, it pumps inside, so scared before but now its all so clear, and crystal, shatter upon the ground, please not like before, cant breack like before again, your so new, again and again, I still feel this for you, again and again, it feels so nice to say, that I want you this way, and that I have you this way, and that you want to stay, no more running, running running away from me, tell me, why are you going to stay, can you say its nice to feel this way?, are you running away?, I’m so still and its oh so foggy, but I still feel you here, does this mean you’r going to stay?, wrapped inside me, your going to stay, I’m going to say, one of thease days, how nice it is to have you with me with me I’ll stay with you…sept. 16 2001, Written October 31st, 2001 © on Oct 31 2001 02:06 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"If only I could find the words to describe, It comes to me at no surprise, when you follow me with your eyes, It hurts to say, that I feel this way, and I’m lying here naked right in front of you, but yet you don’t see me no mattter what I do, its hurts to feel this way, but I cant bear it when you don’t want me to stay, turn away, walk away, run far from this place, running through, running through the woods, I hear your breath, and I cant stand to look back, I take another step and fall, your right there and I cant escape no matter what I do, it hurts me to say, that I need you stay, but I want to fall away breack away from you, fall into, into, me, fall into you, spinning in circles and I cant bear anymore that I want you to stay, it pours out and I run away again, always running from the pain, the pain in my eyes, cant stand the sight sight of, completely disgusted by this feeling I feel for you, try to fly away from you, fly into you, but it never works, no matter what I do, I hear you…. I feel warmth on my neck…. And here you are again… ready again….pull you in again….force you in again…. Want you in again… scared of me again…. Running away far away it pains me to say that I want you to stay and I need you to stay because cuz I do feel this way and I love this feeling inside, it pumps inside, so scared before but now its all so clear, and crystal, shatter upon the ground, please not like before, cant breack like before again, your so new, again and again, I still feel this for you, again and again, it feels so nice to say, that I want you this way, and that I have you this way, and that you want to stay, no more running, running running away from me, tell me, why are you going to stay, can you say its nice to feel this way?, are you running away?, I’m so still and its oh so foggy, but I still feel you here, does this mean you’r going to stay?, wrapped inside me, your going to stay, I’m going to say, one of thease days, how nice it is to have you with me with me I’ll stay with you…sept. 16 2001, ..."