Life [part 2] -being beaten-

"Lying naked in a sea of starfish Swim to the shore But it’s so far away… To drown would be a welcome Escape Swim    on & on Fall    to the beach & the little bonfire To headbang to Rammstei..."

"I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU ASSHOLE! WHY THE FUCK YOU GOTTA BREAK ME AGAIN! IMMATURE DICKHEAD I HOPE TO SEE YOU CRAWLING ALONG IN THE ECHO SIDE* FUCKER!!!!! DID YOU THINK IT WAS FUNNY TO HIT ME LIKE THAT ..."

"Everyone that I ever loved Everyone that I ever lost Everyone that I ever met Everyone I ever hated Everyone that I ever missed That ever touched me That ever hit me That ever looked in my direction ..."

"Cant you just let me be STOP BETRAYING I feel this hate THIS PAIN This self loathing Splatter my blood again This love Splatter my thoughts against the wall Drip my snot POUND MY HEAD Cant you be me ..."

"If only I could find the words to describe, It comes to me at no surprise, when you follow me with your eyes, It hurts to say, that I feel this way, and I’m lying here naked right in front of you, but..."

"to bask in loves grace for but a few sparce moments to lay covered in his secure arms to hear him whiper it back by the stove, by the stove in such sweet creation and mists and feeling and joy; all i..."