If You Could See Me Now

"The boys chase me down. (And that's just what they are, boys.)  Is it my right to be hunted?  My feelings for the one I trurly love Are overflowing from my cup.  But the ones that do not know Are..."

"It doesn't mean much that you think My life is not a waste. You strip away the ugliness that surrounds me. I claw for solid ground, But it crushes under my own weight. Will I burn in heaven like I do..."

"I starve myself to death Just to please you. Mom, please don't cry, I'll just skip dinner for one night. I'm feeling old by sixteen. One more crack and then I'll break. I fell the walls closing in. I ..."

"I almost fell into the hole in your life. There is people all around, But you only see me. You say that I'm insensitive, But our love is so young It couldn't even stand on its own. I fell down the hi..."

"Sometimes I cry myself to sleep. Does anyone know why? I put the damage on myself; I beat myself up just like you always did. Sometimes I ask myself why I put up with this for so long. You've caused e..."

"I close my eyes. Pretend this is not happening to me. Waiting for the black to replace my blue. Who is this man that stands before me? He says he's my friend. He says he won't hurt me. He says alot of..."