Vivid dreams

Vivid Dreams I call for your name But I know you far So why did I call your name? I think I was in pain Was I dying or did I want you To come back, embrace me, love me In the way the man who is with me can't I miss you terribly I don't care what my friends think is correct Or if you think its for my better good I would kill every thing on earth So we would have no more death in our lives I want you to come back I know you love me It isn't a question But didn't someone was once say True love overcomes all obstacles My guardian Angel I don't have to tell you I love you Nor you do for me Please, I need you today My body is dying inside Soon my soul will blow away in the wind Apparitions of who I once was haunt me The happy smiling teenager, who thought We could work No matter if she had to kill you, fight you Or be in love with you There was hope then A light at the end of the tunnel But you decided it wasn't meant to be Damn it I a grown now Been to hell and back Okay maybe heavan and back,but now I am in hell I think its about time everyone stops making these craptacular decisions That change my life Mine, you want to be with me No I am not be egostitical You tell me everyday, when your soul talks to mine Were soulmates, i just know these things So put down you nobility, you do deserve me I might not deserve you but that is not the point I feel dirty, I am uncomfortable in my own skin If you could just come back like you do in OUR Dreams maybe just maybe I can feel clean Real again I am with who I am with now, (Zues you already hate him Does that give you a clue Someone as'perfect' as me Would be with someone like him) Just so I can feel But it doesnt get me an more alive Or near mental stablity So come back to me And make it more Than a vivid dreamYeah it may not be classical but it flowed on to the keyboard by characters I have read and watched. Written March 2nd, 2002 © on Mar 02 2002 11:02 AM PST   0 • 1