I told my heart

I told my heart not to love you, not to dream of you, not to wish, not to want, not to pray. But it just wouldn't listen. It had a mind of it's own. So I asked your heart to open up to me and let me in be with me, care for me, share with me, to try, if only. But it could only run away, time and again. So we battled this battle we faced and gave the time required, but it just didn't have a chance and we lost it in the end. So why did we even try? So much time we did waste. My dreams dying one by one. Our tears drying one by one. So I cut my apple and eat the slices, that were my dreams which had no chance. all is gone, no hopes, no dreams. Only the frustration of it all, once upon my dreams of us. Written November 3rd, 2001 © on Nov 09 2001 01:20 AM PST   0 • 10